Hello. I really don't know where to begin. I wasn't really sure if I should post anything on this site not because of need but because of the magnitude of my needs vs. everyone else's need. As I sat here for a minute I thought about how this site suppose to work. From there I made the decision to ask for help. I do need help! ........Let me tell you a story............. Six months ago I meet a gentleman who came into my club to work out. Before I spoke to him I watched him closely for a couple of days. There was something about this guy that I just could not figure out. He had a calmness about himself. Finally I went to speak to him and he introduced himself as a pastor of a church and he invited me to come and worship with him. Well, I told him, I work on Sundays but as soon as I a day off I'll come see you. I had no intention of going but I felt like that was appropriate. Two weeks went by and I happen to see him again. He asks me, Hey doc, I thought you were coming to see me. I looked him the eyes and told him again, I work on Sundays as soon as I get a day off I'll come see you. The pastor looked at me and said which changed my life, A MAN THAT DOESN'T HAVE TIME FOR HIS FAMILY AND HIS OWN SALVAITION IS NOT A MAN. When he told me that I immediately drop my head to the floor and checked myself. This was the Truth. I've considered myself a man but deep down there was always something missing. I didn't have God in my life. Well I went home that night and I told my wife that I meet this pastor and he told me that a man that does not have time for etc. She looked at me and said well maybe you need to go. Two weeks later I went and let me tell you. The message that I got that Sunday was for me just like the messages I've got every Sunday and Wednesday since I've joined the church. I've begin to create a new life print with God's help. I've asked God to allow me to be a leader. I now am a leader in my church. I've asked good to take certain things out of my life. Now I don't smoke. My wife now respects me in a new order. I've asked God to increase my income. Now I make double the money.
Well I guess you asked why I am here since I make double the money. Simple, I still have residue from my old life print that is still affecting my new life print. I was not making the money in the beginning and as a result I payday loans to help keep the lights on or provide food for the family or pay other bills. I don't know if any of you are familiar with payday loans but it is easy to get the loan but it is extremely hard to pay it off. As a result I owe about $5,000. So that is why I'm here. I would love to get back in the game or to be on level playing field again.
Back to my statement earlier about how this site works. This site is intended to lend a hand to those who need help. For it to work properly those that have been helped should help others who are in need. From there you will continue to receive blessings.
PS. My wife calls me a good brother now!
